i painted my boyfriend a picture of us from when we were zombies for our anniversary that is on wednesday but i’m really scared to give it to him lol idk why i’m posting on here cus i haven’t in so long but yeah and i think i’m just gonna end up painting all of my friends pictures for christmas cus every time i get money i spend it on myself lol selfish okay bye.
and really it’s just like i want you to talk to me and explain to me why i should really think you care about me because i don’t think you would’ve done the things you did if you did care idk
it’s all fucking happening again like fuck everything is going great but now i’m thinking about the shit you did to me in the past and i guess i’m not over it or something i thought i was but i’m not and i can’t listen to the fucking strokes anymore without crying dude i loved them so fuck this sucks i wish you’d apologize and realize how much this has effected me or affected me fuck i don’t even know how to use those words.
